The world of glamour looks quite glittery from outside but the reality is different. In the past, we have seen many showbiz personalities who talked about their depression and anxiety. Many actors shared details of their worsening mental conditions. Recently, another ace actor opened up about her mental state. Well, the vivacious and adorable Pakistani model and actor Saheefa Jabbar Khattak opened up about her deteriorating mental state. She has talked about it in detail with her fans. The model turned actor said that she has been wishing death upon herself for past 60 days. She also informed her fans that she’s in pain and agony and she has to fight it herself. She says she’s hopeless from her life.
Saheefa Jabbar Khattak writes in Pain, “Yes, I have not been myself lately which is very difficult for me to accept here. I may or may not know what has exactly happened but it is definitely something I cannot talk about without crying my lungs out. I am in pain, I am grieving, everyday is a struggle for me. Yes I am hopeless. Yes I do not see the light at the end of the tunnel. It is all dark and gloomy for me. Yes everyday I wish death upon myself. In the past 60 days, there has not been a single day when I haven’t cried or simply questioned everything. In the process of this pain and grief I have lost 12kgs. It has been simply impossible for me to eat and I have kept myself heavily sedated so I could sleep off the pain. My family has been constantly trying to help me with it but I guess it is my battle to fight (alone) and I have to fight my demons myself. No one can come and take away my pain for me”. She further shared details of her voicenote which she shared with her friend. The gorgeous actor thanked fans for their concerns and prayers. Have a look at the post.
In order to avoid speculations and rumors, the actor gave a public shout-out to her caring husband. She clarified that her husband is her biggest support in these testing times:
The post shared by the actor was quite painful and fans got worried about her. We extend prayers to the actor. May she have a prosperous and peaceful life.
