Model-turned-singer Mathira recently shared the news of her divorce from Dubai-based Punjabi rapper, Flint J. The couple tied the knot back in 2013 and has a son anmed Aahil, together.

The divorce has clearly left Mathira heart broken for the model took to her Instagram and had a melt down there and said,

“I tried to keep this marriage, I tried my best to hold on. It was not easy and yes, people will judge me in because the woman is always blamed and labelled. Yes, the divorce is done. Everything I am going through and went through, only I know and I don’t need anyone to know it. I was supporting my self and my child this whole time and will carry on doing so. I loved you and still do.”

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I tried to keep this marriage I tried my best to hold on! It was not easy and yes people will judge me in the society because the woman is always blamed and labelled lol ok ! so yes the divorce is done the hell I am going through and went through only I know and I don't need anyone to know it! I was supporting my self and my child this whole time and will carry on doing that I loved you and still do ! yes even if you do not love me.sometime time even if we die we can't be enough for the loved one I ran back every-time because I wanted us Flint J ! You wanted some thing else ! Have a blessed life no more calls no more questions no more asking for time or love ! I am Mathira so yes I will be accused and blamed but if I have to take all the blames for you then okay ! Will do with a smile I only loved you and still will but this time from a distance I am a looser yes because I prefer you being a winner! I hope you have a blessed relationship and lovely life ! My absence won't be missed I know . The last public I LOVE YOU ME AND AAHIL WONT EVER come back in your life ROCK STAR YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT ! Atleast one of us is living the dream and having a good time ! You say I was a dark phase of your life okay ! Allah is der I wish you light now My son is my life line and that's all ! I don't trust the word love any more! You won! I lost publicly ! #flintj I always said I can't live with out you but today U cut and left me no option now I have too! There is no going back Congratulations for you Freedom Flint j single life back in action!

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Mathira went on to add,

“I realised I am not rich. But I have my son to look forward to! I will teach him how to make a home and not break one because he is going to be a dad and some beautiful girl’s husband as well one day.”

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Dear Ex Hubby FJ Marriage ends with people and papers ! Love does not need papers love does not need people love does not need the person even in my case now it does not even need you! I can love you with out you being there ! My feelings wer always true I don't regret meeting because I have so many memories to live off and a your small copy Aahil I can manage 1st time in my life I am sayin this I don't need you any more and also because you dint ever need me ! My love in not selfish it's giving my love is seeing you happy even if it's with out me lol I told you when I fall I will fall for u flat on my face I'm a extremist there is no middle way either I love or I don't know you! Better to stick to loving you ! Without getting anything in return or Even getting blames pain In return ! It's one sided n da best part is I own it I rule it I don't need u to love you! I don't need a badge of being good because nothing will help now! Your a stranger that knows me a lot of me inside out your a stranger that I love for life but won't ever come back in your life! Last status for you love ! Get ready for the New girl I will become ❤️💋♥️truely you Ex wife Miss M ! #onesidedlove #mathira #newme #untamed

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